tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87564472011-04-21T16:04:03.276-07:00# Just Try To Have A Dialogue With My Self ! #iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.comBlogger421100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1134362217642717002005-12-11T20:27:00.000-08:002005-12-11T21:06:00.726-08:00Justru ketika Seseorang merasa telah menyatu dengan Kebenaran<br />maka tak pelak ia akan menjadi Anarkis, Rasis, Fanatis, Sadis<br />bahkan tanpa disadarinya...<br /><br />karena Kesombongan adalah musuh yang Nyata.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-113436221764271700?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1134099428164147612005-12-08T18:50:00.000-08:002005-12-08T19:37:08.216-08:00Sudah hampir setahun belakangan ini aku didera 'penyakit' SMS. Terhitung sejak Desember tahun lalu (2004). <br /><br />A. Gejala Penyakitnya adalah :<br />1. Tidak pernah membalas SMS dari siapapun yg masuk ke SMS Inbox-ku<br />2. Kalaupun Reply biasanya punya waktu jeda yg relatif lama (ber-jam2 or ber-hari2)<br />3. Selalu saja ada alasan untuk menunda Reply promptly langsung.....<br /><br />B. Alhasil :<br />1. Banyak teman/sahabat memberi Cap 'Sombong' padaku<br />2. Banyak teman yg kapok mengirim SMS lagi kepadaku<br />3. Anggaran Pulsa HP jadi membengkak karena lebih prefer langsung call back pd yg bersangkutan (itu pun dengan syarat ada Mood, Kesempatan, dan masih ada pulsa)<br /><br />Hikz.... :((<br /><br />C. Kondisi Fakta lainnya :<br />1. Phone Book-ku udah kepenuhan (kapasitas SIM Card + Kapasitas Memory HP) FULL<br />2. Messege Inbox juga udah kepenuhan, karena penuh dengan SMS dari Nomor HP yg tidak ter-record dalam Phone Book (maksudnya sih ntar baru dijawab setelah tau siapa pengirimnya)<br />3. Jika aku ingin nge-save noHP baru maka aku harus Menimpah/Menindih/Replace salah satu nomor lama dari seseorang yg ada di Phone Book-ku<br /><br />D Solusi yg coba kulakukan ke depan:<br />1. Beli Hand Phone Set yg punya Kapasitas memory phone book maupun Inbox SMS yg extra large...<br />2. Ganti Nomor/ Ganti Provider yg lebih handal dan lebih Murah untuk Call dan SMS<br /><br />E. Analisa Akar Masalah :<br />Dari semua kejadian ini, aku blom menemukan akar masalah yg sebenernya...<br />Kalo dibilang sibuk, sebenernya sesibuk2nya orang, masih bisa juga disempetin untuk membalas walau di akhir hari, tapi yg jelas sih SIBUK PIKIRAN-nya..... entah mungkin aneh kedengarannya, tapi aku gak punya definisi lain untuk mendeskripsikan yg kurasakan soal ini. Bisa jadi memang erat hubungannya dengan Kejadian2 yg kualami sebelumnya. Jadi besar kemungkinan ini juga faktor Psikologis (walau blom sempet konsultasi sih). Mungkin juga karena 'pencarianku' blom tuntas. Entahlah....<br /><br />Yang pasti aku gak pengin kehilangan perhatian sahabat apalagi sampai kehilangan sahabat hanya karena masalah Penyakit SMS ini.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-113409942816414761?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1133858263197803712005-12-05T23:46:00.000-08:002005-12-06T18:53:22.116-08:00Berbulan-bulan Blog ini gak keurus....<br />kasian juga ya...<br />aku merasa gak bertanggung jawab ama blog ini...<br /><br />OK, mulai sekarang aku mulai isi lagi deh...<br />Ungkapan2 perasaan yg memang hampir mustahil 'keluar' dari diriku sehari-hari...<br />Menjadi Kloaka Kegundahanku yg tak sempat terlampiaskan dalam kehidupan nyata<br /><br />Smoga tulisan2 sederhana ini bisa menjadi cermin tempatku belajar<br />tentang hidup dan kehidupan...<br /><br />Amien<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-113385826319780371?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1121758967988100692005-07-19T00:40:00.000-07:002005-07-19T00:42:47.996-07:00Bukan Manusia yang Tak Pernah Salah, Tak Pernah Kalah.....<br /><br />Ksatria Sejati.....<br /><br />Yang Tak Pernah Gentar Meragukan setiap Tawaran Kebenaran apapun<br />terlebih Warisan.....<br /><br />Yang Tak Pernah Lelah Menjelajah Mencari Kesejatian dan Peran Diri yg Hidup<br /><br />Yang Tak Pernah Ragu 'tuk berusaha berkata Tidak pada apapun kecuali yang Haq<br /><br />Yang sanggup merasakan setiap Sayatan Luka, Tetesan Darah dari kekalahan pertempuran dengan Senyuman<br /><br />Yang Tak Pernah Berhenti Mencoba 'tuk selalu Bangkit lagi.....<br /><br />Inginku Menjadi !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-112175896798810069?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1109815042064225012005-03-02T17:52:00.000-08:002005-03-02T17:57:22.066-08:00<div style="text-align:center; width:150px;"><a href="http://www.friendster.com/login.php?aff_id=6523828&link_id=2&count=click" style="color:#2B344C; font-family:verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size:10px" onmouseover="this.style.color='#5B647C'" onmouseout="this.style.color='#2B344C'"><img src="http://images.friendster.com/images/friendster_logo1.gif" width="100" border="0" alt=""><br><img src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/82/83/6523828/8397988011607s.jpg" width="100" border="0" alt=""><br>iwan95.multiply.com</a></div><img src="http://www.friendster.com/affiliate.php?aff_id=6523828&link_id=2&count=serve" height="1" width="1" border="0"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110981504206422501?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1107238230566962502005-02-01T21:46:00.000-08:002005-01-31T22:10:30.566-08:00I was Shutting Down for a while... <br />And now I'm trying to Boot My Life Up again... <br />I have to Wake Up & Move On <br />It's A New Beginning <br />Face A Brand New Life <br /> <br />It's so Hard to be Consistant! <br />But I Will Always Try... <br />Never Give Up..... <br /> <br />-Gud_Lak 4 Me & MySelf- <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110723823056696250?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1106126265160473492005-01-19T01:03:00.000-08:002005-01-25T01:08:08.260-08:00Adalah sebuah Fakta <br />Ketika Deskriminasi dan Ketidakadilan Terpampang di depan Mata kita <br />Namun Korbannya bukan kita sendiri, atau <br />Terlebih jika kita adalah bagian dari pihak yang diuntungkan dari proses deskriminasi tersebut. <br /> <br />Maka sebuah Fakta pula bahwa... <br />Kita kemudian berpura-pura tak pernah menyaksikan apapun <br />Kita hanya sanggup menatap nanar lalu mendesah Kasihan pada para korbannya <br />Namun tetap saja tak bertindak sesuatu pun jua... <br />bahkan ada sebagian kita yang justru mencibir pada mereka, para korbannya... <br />lalu melabelinya dengan label "Sok Sial, Sok Perasa, Sok Sensitif, Sok Pemberontak, Sok Berbeda, Sok Berani Melawan Arus, Sok Dizalimi, dan Sok2 yang lain" <br /> <br />Tiba-tiba Ketajaman Nurani kita menjadi Tumpul Seketika <br />Mata Bathin kita menjadi Buta seketika <br />Tak mampu melihat Hal Besar dibalik Hal Kecil yang kasat mata <br /> <br />Deskriminasi... <br />Sebuah kata yang memiliki banyak bentuk dan varian serta gradasinya <br />atas nama Gender, Ras, Agama, Suku, Bangsa, Keyakinan, Kelompok, Golongan, Kekayaan, Usia, Derajat Sosial, Jabatan, Senioritas, Gank..... <br />ada yang tersurat dalam tulisan <br />ada yang terucap dalam lidah berbentuk balutan kata-kata, bahkan dalam ucapan lirih nan halus bahasanya <br />ada pula yang terang-terangan dalam bentuk AKSI tindakan yang sangat Ofensif <br />sampai merenggut ribuan jiwa <br />dan lebih banyak lagi yang tersembunyi dalam hati sebagai potensi <br />seperti magma gunung berapi yang tak pernah kita tahu gejolaknya <br /> <br />Kucoba untuk melihatnya dari kacamata yang berbaik sangka <br />Ah...Mungkin bercanda, hanya senda gurau belaka <br />Ah...Mungkin ada beberapa kata lain yg belum terucap sebagai penjelasan <br />Ah...Mungkin suasana hati dan perasaanku yang berlebihan menanggapinya <br /> <br />Namun sekarang <br />nyatalah sudah...... <br />Tak ada yang harus ditutupi lagi <br />Tersibak sudah rahasia hati <br />Deskriminasi Memang Benar2 Terjadi <br />Dia Eksis dalam arti yang sesungguhnya <br />Menjadi hantu yang tak pernah mati <br /> <br />Namun sekali lagi aku masih mencoba berbaik sangka... <br />bahwa mungkin deskriminasi kali ini adalah hanya sebuah akibat dari sesuatu yang lain <br />mungkin atas nama eksistensi diri <br />demi kegemilangan harga diri <br />kemegahan prestasi diri <br />kehausan atas pengakuan kepada EGO <br />rasa lapar terhadap pujian <br />demi Kehebatan Nama, Popularitas, Karir dst <br /> <br />Aku kecewa... <br />Ya ! Sangat ! <br />Namun sekali-kali tidak kecewa terhadap prilaku deskriminatif itu <br />Tapi aku kecewa pada diriku sendiri <br />Mengapa aku begitu terlambat menyadarinya <br /> <br />However, <br />Puji Syukur aku Persembahkan KepadaMu <br />Pemilik Sah Semesta Alam dan Segala Isinya <br />Kali ini aku telah diajarkan tentang sebuah pengetahuan <br />Yang Tak Akan Pernah Kulupa <br />Semoga Memberi Hikmah yang Dalam <br />Dalam Kalbu dan Nalarku <br /> <br />Ya... Penguasa Jagad Raya <br />Tuntun aku untuk dapat melewatinya dengan cara terbaik <br />Bersihkan nuraniku dari Dendam Kesumat yang tak berkesudahan <br />Ajari aku agar aku dapat memahami dan mengimani apa arti Kasih & Sayang <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110612626516047349?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1105511481736495422005-01-12T14:01:00.000-08:002005-01-11T22:31:21.736-08:00aku di sini <br />kuakui <br />usahaku menggapaimu <br />kurang keras <br />kurang fokus <br />kurang gigih <br />PR ku (Our Homework actually) <br />bahkan belum kubuka dengan serius <br /> <br />terlindas derunya waktu <br />terhempas kegamangan memanfaatkan waktu <br />mencoba mencuri rahasia masa depan <br /> <br />sementara <br />kau di sana <br />justru tengah berjuang keras <br />melupakanku <br />mengacuhkanku <br />meninggalkanku <br />dengan cara yang sesederhana mungkin <br /> <br />Kau, Tugas dan Waktu <br />Kalian telah benar2 menyatu dengan sibuknya <br />Kalian telah bersahabat dengan sangat baik <br />Meninggalkanku dalam sepi <br /> <br />hatiku letih <br />hampa, kosong <br />terasa kerontang <br />sayu, pucat, layu <br />meminjam dari sebuah lagu <br />hatiku 'tak berbentuk lagi' <br /> <br />kadang seperti mati langkah <br />harus dengan cara apa lagi <br /> <br />Bingung... <br />Aku benar2 tak tahu <br />Yang kutahu pasti <br />Aku kehilanganmu..................... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110551148173649542?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1105509851527985562005-01-11T22:01:00.000-08:002005-01-11T22:04:11.526-08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110550985152798556?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1104200857806073132004-12-28T09:30:00.000-08:002004-12-27T18:27:37.806-08:00Segala Puji Bagi Tuhan Penguasa Semesta Alam <br /> <br />Satu Langkah telah kulewati <br />Semoga ini Awal yang Hakiki <br />Demi sebuah Kedamaian Abadi <br />Hanya Panduan dan TuntunanMu yang kuikuti <br />Berbisik lembut di dalam hati <br /> <br />Sebuah Pencarian sedang kumulai <br />Berteman seorang Sahabat yang baik hati <br />Curahan Kasih Sayang selama ini <br />Bersama mencari Makna HIDUP dalam diri <br />Bersiap Menghadapi Maut yang Menanti <br /> <br />Murnikan Hati <br />Bersihkan Kalbu Nurani <br />Kuatkan Niat Suci <br />Tegarkan Langkah Pasti <br />Mendekat pada Kebenaran Sejati <br /> <br />Amien... <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110420085780607313?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1102989976658016002004-12-14T09:12:00.000-08:002004-12-13T18:06:16.656-08:00Sedih & Patah Hati mulu... <br />Terlalu Cengeng ! <br />Jangan Jadi Pria Lemah gitu donk !!! <br /> <br />Well, <br />There are reasons bout that... <br /> <br />1. I have no friend to share my pain since she had gone far away from me :( <br />2. I do get closer with HIM when i'm suffering (like everybody does!) <br />3. Rocker Juga Manusia ! hehe ;P <br /> I mean, In the Real World people See Me as A Happy Tough Man <br /> I Need to be Understood Completely...In The Way I Am, <br /> but Even A Hero Needs to Cry ! <br /> <br />Clue : <br />There's always different women and girl in the Term of 'She & Her' in my Blog ! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110298997665801600?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1102647677415516862004-12-10T10:59:00.000-08:002004-12-09T19:01:17.416-08:00....... <br />(wordless)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110264767741551686?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1102299033799995802004-12-06T09:15:00.000-08:002004-12-05T18:10:33.813-08:00Last Night <br /> <br />A Very Bad News Came to Me <br />She wants to Break Our Promises <br />Our Dreams, Our Wishes <br />And She said she were really Sure bout It <br /> <br />For The Belief & Mother Satisfaction Shake <br /> <br />I don’t know What to Say <br />Don’t know What to Do <br />But I’m Really Sure <br />I’m Crying in My Own Way <br />It Hurts Me So Much <br />It’s Bleeding Inside <br />I Lose My Heart Away <br /> <br />Is It A Never Ending Sadness ? <br /> <br />You said You’Re Going To The Different Way <br />You said We have to Have A Separated Life <br /> <br />After The Long Way We Had <br />After The Great Journey We Did <br />After The Laugh & Tears We Share <br /> <br />Across The Mountains of Hope <br />Across The Valley of Desperation <br /> <br />Draw the Star Light of Wishes <br />Paint the Rainbow of Dreams <br /> <br />Having A Small Happy Family <br />Having A Lovely Place We Called Home <br /> <br />Actually ... <br />I’m not Sure that I Will Find Another Woman Like You Anymore <br />I think I can not Live My Life with this Wounded Heart Anymore <br /> <br />I’m still Believe that We Are Belongs To Each Other ! <br />I still have that Faith ! <br /> <br /> <br />I Will Never Say Good Bye ! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110229903379999580?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1101809908135625132004-11-30T17:30:00.000-08:002004-11-30T02:18:28.136-08:00Yes I Do Miss A Home ! <br />A Real HOME ! <br /> <br />I Pray for This Day <br />Hope this is the One of My Huge Steps to the Light <br />Good Start <br />Good Beginning <br /> <br />Lord, Please Bless Me !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110180990813562513?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1101647061029533652004-11-28T20:07:00.000-08:002004-11-28T05:04:21.033-08:00Part One <br /> <br />Weekend... <br />I'm Out of the Track again <br />I Let 'The Nafs' Lead My Way <br />Damn, What A Weak I Am!!! <br />Actually I Do Know <br />But I'm Not 'Believe' It Yet <br />It's Not A True 'Believing' <br /> <br />Everything just Happened to Me <br />Only A Dirty Journey <br />From One Sorrow to Another <br />From One Darkness to Another <br />I'm A Sinner !!! <br /> <br />------------------------------- <br /> <br />Part Two <br /> <br />It's Really A Hard Thing <br />We're Living in the Big Jungle of Value Differences <br />Where are the Emphaty? <br /> <br />I Believe <br />She & I, Have A Big Unmatch <br />We're both Came from Different World of Psycho Environment <br />Different Ways of Thinking <br />Different Values <br />Even As A Friend !!! <br /> <br />Those Situations Drive Me Crazy <br />It Make Me Stuck! <br />I don't Wanna Be Stuck... <br />I Have To Move On <br />Be Wiser, Be Kind <br />Be 'Ikhlas'!!! <br /> <br />Pliz Don't Stop My Journey To The Light <br />Step Out Of My Way... <br /> <br />My Lord.... <br />Beri Aku Kemampuan Untuk Mengambil Hikmah <br /> <br />Ameen !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110164706102953365?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1101465606802149052004-11-26T18:00:00.000-08:002004-11-26T02:40:06.803-08:00Hmm... <br />Last Nite, Toni My Old Friend Called Me... <br />What A Surprise ! <br />It's been years... Long Time No See ! <br />He got merried & had 3 beautiful children <br />We arranged an appointment for tomorrow <br /> <br />This morning, Miss 'H' my High Cchool Friend Called Me too... <br />She invite me on her Birthday Party <br /> <br />There's also an Invitation in Kebun Raya Bogor <br />with My New Fiends, Great New Friends <br />I hope they can be my inspiration... <br />For Living My Life :) <br /> <br />Miss T <br />She told that she wants to meet me tomorrow also <br />I'm not Sure for this... <br /> <br />In de Office <br />I already taught by my Senior bout Business Scheme <br />I have to dig it deeper <br />Copy the Existing Formula Files <br /> <br />Bout Training for December <br />My buddy help me to arrange it <br />Thanks to you pal ! :P <br />Hope there's no obstacles for this... <br /> <br />OK Have A Nice Weekend !!! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110146560680214905?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1101441718459968092004-11-25T20:34:00.000-08:002004-11-25T20:01:58.460-08:00Asyiknya Maen Soccer Game FIFA Football 2004 <br />Udah lama banget gak maen beginian <br />It's My Favorite Game !!! <br /> <br />Gw masih bingung soal Economics Analysis nich <br />Bener2 Perlu Waktu Khusus & Konsentrasi Penuh buat Belajar ini <br />Kapan-AmaSiapa-ApaMaterinya ya? <br /> <br />1.Research Methodology <br />2.How to Make A Feasibility Study (focusing in Economics)? <br />3.Project/Business Economics Analysis & Risk Management <br /> <br />kira2 itu kali ya judulnya? <br /> <br />Btw, Self Management gw blom ketemu juga... <br />Kayaknya mesti bener2 bikin baru dari awal lagi deh :( <br />Mungkin Semangat & Perjuangan gw diuji disini kali ya? <br /> <br />C U Tomorrow !!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110144171845996809?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1101291626062117682004-11-24T17:45:00.000-08:002004-11-24T02:20:26.063-08:00Beberapa udah kelar <br />Beberapa lagi blom <br />Hmmm bener2 perlu nafas panjang ya... :( <br />Kayak Pelari Marathon <br /> <br />Tiap Detik adalah Jebakan <br />Tiap Detik adalah Pilihan <br />Setiap Detik Sangat Berharga <br />Terlalu Berharga untuk Dibuang Percuma <br /> <br />Tentukan Prioritas <br />Mantapkan Arah Tujuan <br />Mulai Dari yang Kecil & Remeh <br />Hati2 dengan setiap Langkah <br /> <br />Banyak Misteri yang Tak Diketahui <br />Kemarin, Sekarang, Esok Hari <br />Bersihkan Nurani & Mata Hati... <br />Bersiap Mati... <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110129162606211768?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1101209619250713382004-11-23T19:14:00.000-08:002004-11-23T03:33:39.250-08:00I'm Alone in de Office now <br />Last Person in 8th Floor <br /> <br />Pagi Tadi adalah Halal_bi_Halal Time di Kantor <br />Brapa Ratus Tangan Saling Berjabat & Bergenggam <br />Ada yang Dingin dan 'Asal' <br />Tapi Banyak juga yang 'Hangat' & Penuh Makna <br /> <br />Hope this day is a great brand new start for Me <br />And I hope I will feel like this morning everyday :) <br /> <br />Hey Me !!! <br />Where is My Old Self Time Management? <br />I didn't even try to find it yet... <br />There's No Significant Progress... <br /> <br />Tomorrow, The Resume have to be done! <br /> <br />NB: <br />1. Don't forget to Transfer via ATM for Her <br />2. Call Home_Dev to Make An Appointment<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110120961925071338?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1101114601387984662004-11-22T16:06:00.000-08:002004-11-22T01:10:01.386-08:00So Many Things I've Got in MudiX time <br />So Many Plans To Be Done ASAP <br /> <br />1. Learning about Faith, Joint The Community <br />2. Time & Activities Self Management, Re-Scheduling <br />3. Mind-Heart-Soul Journey Diary <br /> <br />but The Urgent One is My Mom & My Love <br />Wizz Me Luck !!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110111460138798466?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1100251882957286732004-11-12T16:30:00.000-08:002004-11-12T01:31:22.956-08:00Di Penghujung Ramadhan... <br /> <br />Tomorrow I'll be going Home... <br />Home? I'm not sure is it really A 'Home' actually... <br />But I'm sure that I have unfinished business to be done <br />Pray 4 Me... <br />& Hope God Bless Me & My Way <br />Hope I Could Do That Obligated Work Perfectly <br />As A Son... <br />As A Man... <br /> <br />'So Little Time <br />So Much To Do' <br /> <br />NB: <br />From The Deepest Heart <br />I would like to Apologize what I've done to everyone <br />Every Detail Mistakes <br />Every Single One <br />with Love & Peace <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110025188295728673?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1100141168668788752004-11-11T09:48:00.000-08:002004-11-10T22:26:01.873-08:00This Morning... <br />A Sad Part of Our Live Already Began <br />It's Really Shocking Me Actually <br /> <br />Struggling In Your Misteries... <br />Only Faith is all I have now <br /> <br />If this is A Sign from You <br />Let It Be Done Well <br />Very Well... <br />as Well as Your Destiny <br /> <br />We are only small creature <br />And Our Weakness as A Completion <br />No Other Way except Yours <br /> <br />You... <br />The Owner of Life & Death <br />The Owner of Laughs & Tears <br />Only You We Could Ask & Beg <br />And Only You We Can Depend On <br /> <br />Pliz... <br />Give Us A Strength to Face This Out <br />For Always Hold On Your Hand <br />Still In Your Eternal Love & Affection <br /> <br />Forever....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-110014116866878875?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1099985320520674422004-11-09T15:08:00.000-08:002004-11-08T23:28:40.520-08:00Things To Do : <br />1. Persiapan Mudix <br />2. Janji Mo Utang ke Bank <br />3. Bikin Resume & Materi Presentasi <br />4. Bikin Jadwal & Bahan Training <br />5. Kirim email Contoh Training <br />6. Kirim email Hasil Studi CNG & LNG <br />7. Call Bank + Dev, bikin Janji <br />8. Ambil Duit Bayar Kos <br />9. Beli Buku di Gunung Agung <br /> <br />So, Bawa : <br />1. Buku Tabungan + ATM <br />2. Dokumen2 buat cari Utangan <br /> <br />Fyuh...waktuku sempit neh... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109998532052067442?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1099901121130596052004-11-08T15:00:00.000-08:002004-11-08T00:05:21.130-08:001. Masih tergolong orang2 yg takut soal Kepastian Masa Depan <br />2. Masih tergolong orang2 yg mudah Iri & Dengki <br />3. Menyusul...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109990112113059605?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1099493715442846242004-11-03T22:29:00.001-08:002004-11-07T21:18:46.190-08:00What A Moody Person I Am :) <br /> <br />Emotional & Expressive... <br />Sometime I Find MySelf So Happy & Cheerful <br />But Sometime So Sad & Hopeless <br /> <br />It's Lil Bit Difficult to be Understood, Even By MySelf... <br /> <br />This time... <br />The Thing I Only expect is <br />"Just Stay On The Right Track in My Life Map" <br />Do Not Make Any Mistake, even A Little One.... <br />At Least till I'm Sure that Evrithin' Are Under Control :) <br /> <br />Grab The Spirit !!! <br />Don't Lose The Faith... <br /> <br />Thanx 4 This Busy Day... <br />So Much Things I've Been Learned... <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109949371544284624?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1099375906148368462004-11-02T12:30:00.000-08:002004-11-01T22:11:46.146-08:00Principal Differences... <br /> <br />Semua Merasa Sebagai 'The Chosen Ummah' <br />Merasa Yang Paling Berhak Untuk Menghuni Surga <br />Merasa Umat Yang Terbaik yang Pernah Ada <br />Menganggap Rendah Semua Selain Dirinya <br />Takabur - Sombong - Angkuh Meraja <br /> <br />There's No Other Way <br />Except Learn - Learn - Learn <br /> <br />Yes, I Have To Move On... <br />Together Or Alone <br />(but I'm Not Ready 4 Being Alone Anyway) <br /> <br />YOU The Owner of Every Life <br />PLiz Show Me The Way...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109937590614836846?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1099356964784189562004-11-01T16:48:00.000-08:002004-11-01T16:56:04.783-08:00Pagi tadi... <br /> <br />Padaku datang sebuah Pengetahuan <br />tentang Sebuah Ketidaksetiaan <br />Bibit sebuah Pengkhianatan <br />Tunas sebuah Perselingkuhan <br />Yang berhasil memakai Keraguan <br />sebagai Dasar Pembenar Perbuatan <br /> <br />Bertanya tentang Muara <br />tentang Jalan Hidup Kita <br />tentang Harapan & Asa <br />tentang Cita-Cita <br />tentang CINTA <br /> <br />I DO LOVE U WITH ALL OF MY HEART <br />Don't You Ever See That? <br /> <br />Smoga Tak Akan Pernah Ada <br />Doa - doa & Air Mata <br />Yang Sia - Sia <br /> <br />I Will Always Be With You...!!! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109935696478418956?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1099205041828243352004-10-31T13:32:00.000-08:002004-10-30T23:44:01.826-07:00Kurindu Masa Belia <br />Cerah Ceria dan Slalu Bahagia <br />Penuh Canda Tawa Gembira <br />Hampir Tak Pernah Ada Duka Lara <br />Jauh dari Derita Nestapa <br /> <br />Kuingin Menjemputmu Kembali <br />Keceriaan Yang telah Lama Menyepi <br />Menyatu lagi ke Dalam Diri <br />Dimana Kau Seharusnya Disini <br />Mewarnai Hidup Penuh Arti <br /> <br />NB: Happy Birthday for U My Dear Friend :) <br />Hope Angke&Monas Memories will Always Stay in Your Heart <br />I'll be around You Anyway :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109920504182824335?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1099127656742611452004-10-30T16:53:00.000-07:002004-10-30T02:14:16.743-07:00Hati Yang Gundah... <br />Kemampuan untuk Mengambil Hikmah <br />Manusia benar2 tempat Lupa & Salah ! <br />That's Why I Will Always Need You Sahabat... <br />Priceless...A Special Gift... <br />Keep Give Me A Warm Touch for My Soul... <br /> <br />NB: <br />4 Someone in Stuttgart, Pliz Strengthen Your Heart... <br />Nothing To Be Worried Actually :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109912765674261145?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1099015991114703472004-10-29T09:59:00.000-07:002004-10-28T19:13:11.113-07:00GiLaaaaaaa...!!! <br />It's Inside Me... <br />Everlasting Battle... <br />Greatest War... <br />The Real One... <br />But It's Also A Greatest Gift from Heaven... <br />How to Control & Handle thiz ? <br />Till Now... <br />It's A Mistery for Me, Still... <br /> <br />VIKiran koTOR <br />Hati Jadi Keruh <br />Kalbu Makin Sulit Ditembus Cahaya-Nya <br /> <br />Come On My Man <br />Just Keep On Fighting ! <br />Keep On Struggle & Don't Ever Forget to Pray ! <br /> <br />God Pliz Don't Give Us A Test That We Can Not Pass It...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109901599111470347?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1098936153254942112004-10-28T23:53:00.000-07:002004-10-27T21:02:33.253-07:00Lie ... <br />Last Night I did Lie again... <br />small Lie but it's still haunt me...till now :( <br />4 Prestige Shake & Fear to be under-estimated <br />Hope that will not happen again <br />Pray 4 Me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109893615325494211?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1098933085743438712004-10-27T22:00:00.004-07:002004-10-27T20:11:25.743-07:00Aku Akui... <br />Aku Tertarik Padamu Karena : <br />Rupawannya Paras Wajahmu <br />Eloknya Tubuhmu <br />Indahnya Swara & Tutur Katamu <br />Cantiknya Seluruh Penampilanmu <br />Serta Kecerdasan Cara Pikirmu <br /> <br />Namun... <br />Aku Cinta Padamu Karena : <br />Kebaikan Hatimu <br />Kesabaran Perasaanmu <br />Teduhnya Tatapan Matamu <br />Bersahaja Sikap & Kasih Sayangmu <br />Serta Mulianya Nilai-nilaimu <br /> <br />Semoga Kasih itu selamanya 'Abadi' <br />Selalu Hadir Menghangatkan Setiap Sudut Hati <br />Selalu Menghiasi Hari-Hari <br />Menjadi Pelangi <br />Menjadi Mentari <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109893308574343871?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1098771460329513852004-10-26T23:07:00.000-07:002004-10-25T23:17:40.330-07:0026-Oct-2004 <br />00:50:59 <br />AB, DD sayang AB selalu... <br />Apapun yg akan terjadi nanti... <br />Kamu adalah Belahan Hati ini !<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109877146032951385?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1098754948220406172004-10-26T18:38:00.000-07:002004-10-25T18:42:28.220-07:00The 1st Point I've got from 'Cheers Up Ur Life, Don't Be Sad !'<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109875494822040617?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1098674217755603872004-10-25T22:30:00.000-07:002004-10-24T20:40:31.116-07:00It's A Simple Word but It's So Hard To Have It...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109867421775560387?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1098409298119711022004-10-22T08:45:00.000-07:002004-10-21T18:41:38.120-07:00Sender: <br />777 <br />Sent: <br />21-Oct-2004 <br />23:54:34 <br />FROM <br />+62815780*****@satelindogsm.com-2248hrs,21/10/2004 <br />SALAHKAH JK AKU MARAH SM YG DIATAS, BHW AKU MRS DUNIA INI TDK ADIL UTK KITA?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109840929811971102?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1098349518755517132004-10-21T01:58:00.000-07:002004-10-21T02:05:18.756-07:00Kepada Yang Maha Membolakbalikkan Hati dan Perasaan Setiap Insan <br />Hanya KepadaMu Aku BerSerah Diri... <br />It's Still Confusing Me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109834951875551713?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1098246002487293412004-10-19T21:12:00.000-07:002004-10-19T21:20:02.486-07:00Gak punya duit <br />Bokek <br />Musti Sabar nunggu sampe Gajian <br />Fyuh masih 2 minggu lagi hikz :( <br />Tapi anehnya kok aku gak panik ya? <br />Hope this moment could be A Great Ramadhan for Me :) <br /> <br />NB: How R U Today My Love? Hope U have a great time also :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109824600248729341?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1098169323083630962004-10-18T23:35:00.000-07:002004-10-19T00:02:03.083-07:00Masih saja ada Sombong & Angkuh <br />dibungkus rapi oleh Penampilan Rendah Hati & Bersahaja <br />Masih saja ada Tipu Daya <br />dibungkus rapi oleh Seulas Senyum & Tatapan Mata <br />Masih saja ada Dendam <br />dibungkus rapi oleh Perhatian & Untaian Kata <br /> <br />Aku ingin semuanya Bersih, Bening, dan Menyejukkan Jiwa <br />Kembali Fitrah... <br />Apakah sebuah UTOPIA ??? <br /> <br />but HOW ? <br />Anyone can help me find this out? <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109816932308363096?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1098085210194881262004-10-18T01:24:00.000-07:002004-10-18T00:40:10.196-07:00Tuhan... <br />Sepertinya telah sampai diriku pada bibir jurang kepasrahan kepada KehendakMu... <br />Beri petunjuk akan arah kemana aku mesti berjuang lagi... <br />Beri terang jalan hambaMu yang lemah ini... <br />Menggapai CintaMu yg Kekal serta Damai yang Haqiqi... <br />Kuatkan aku... <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109808521019488126?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1098064837054413412004-10-17T18:52:00.000-07:002004-10-17T19:00:37.056-07:00I Miss Her ... <br />but You are so far away from me <br />Hope My Name still stay in Her Heart... <br />God, please give us a way to the Eternal Peace...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109806483705441341?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8756447.post-1097996743983412772004-10-17T01:03:00.000-07:002004-10-17T00:05:43.983-07:00Coba ajah ... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8756447-109799674398341277?l=iwan95.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iwanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05465576175784053066noreply@blogger.com0